Psychotherapy and Counselling for Self-Criticism/Negative Self-Image...
We all have an inner critic. In some it may
manifest as a fleeting annoyance with ourselves, while in others it can be
harsh and attacking, chipping away at self-esteem and compounding already
painful shame feelings.
The inner critic, while it has the power to create misery at
times, is actually the mind’s way of attempting to cope with the sense of being
‘not enough’. It is an attempt to change
the aspects of ourselves that we do not like, that we might feel ashamed of, or
behaviours that we feel are unacceptable.
In fact, self-criticism does not change us or our behaviour in the
long-term, instead it tends to leave us feeling even more ashamed and stuck. Creative
as it may be as a coping mechanism, it doesn’t really work.
The inner critic can be especially harsh or even vicious in
instances of depression, self-harm, strong anxiety, OCD, and eating distress,
among others. It is essentially an internalised judgemental voice, originally
intended to protect and guard against judgement from the outside, by judging
you from the inside instead. Just to add to the problem, the critic tends to
sound very sure of itself, it sounds true,
and can be very convincing. Maybe it is ironic that it is precisely the extent
to which it sounds sure of itself, that it is actually terribly afraid of being
judged or rejected. Far from being sure of itself, the stronger it is, the more fragile it is. In truth, the inner critic it is trying to protect you, maybe vehemently
and harmfully, from being hurt again. While the instinctive responses to this
inner critical voice might be to push it away and/or to accept what it is
saying as the truth and thus become its victim, this part of you may actually need
a different kind of care and attention.
In counselling and psychotherapy we have the opportunity to
start listening to the inner critic in a different way. We don’t hear what it
is saying as true, but we try to listen to the fear behind the attacking voice.
We try to listen to the parts of you that have been hurt and what the critic is
trying to disavow in the attempt to protect you. In counselling, we can think
together about how else you might be with
these parts, how else you might protect them, even nurture them, and give them
the chance to emerge into awareness where you might integrate them into a more
whole sense of you.